I have never been the one to think that all things are simple, so I knew this would be a change. Without all the pain and suffering of the past experience, who could I be true to my core self. I found that there are many layers and walk that have been put up for years without a clear way to dissolve them. The girl that I remember was pure and loving heart, that had no color or boundaries for who or what to love and embrace. The animals, the tree, the injured snail or damaged any. I wanted good and cared for all. The suffering of the earth was my own and I carried it for a long time. But the damage of the masses can be overwhelming and many of us to do have the strength to see that all along we were right in our true forms. Our loving truest selves.